All of the love we left behind
Watching the flash backs intertwine
memories i will never find
Friday, August 11, 2006
look at the letter joakim wrote for rahimah!sooooo sad. ):WHY MUST RAHIMAH GO OUT?!
06 11 August, 2006 20:15
Dear Rahimah,
I think, me you alongside paul and jasmine were like this big family together in this competition, the 4 of us went through so much together.
For me and you, it all began at the top 28, when i actually met you and started talking to you, i realised how much fun you were and started doting on you like a little sister and this mean it. But this caused so much stir amongst the contestants,from the top 28 and thats when the rumours and everything started.
When i first saw you, i knew that you will make it very far in the competition cause you are bringing back rock to singapore and also you will make it far in the music industry. And i remember telling you not to worry during your piano results show cause i knew you would make it.
We practically did loads of things together, you invented your Rahimah Rahim Sandwich from the mediacorp Sandwich stall and we would always go and buy it, then you would always give me Punches when i'm not even aware of it, making me say "words of grace" from my mouth, Blog together then you would always cover your screen and ask me why i so kay poh, read the forums and enjoy getting slammed together but always i beat you in that area cause i'm the person with the most slamming done in this competition, and you would always cheer me up by giving that pussy cat face, and that very high chipmunk sound you can do, and before every show you would always psyche me up telling me to proove people wrong, but screw up, except for last week.
And then whenever we have anything troubling us, we would always go and talk it out and sometimes i get really afraid cause sometimes your tom boyish attitude of a lil sis really scares me alot with your constant sudden outburst of screams. But some how i'm just happy i was able to be there for you, i'm sure Jasmine and paul will say the same thing.
I really lost the closest thing i had to sister in this competition, and ima if your reading this, don't be suprise that people blame me for this, cause you know the comments i've been getting haha :) week after week when everyone gets ousted, i'm the cause of it.
I tottaly agree with most of the stuff you told me about this competition i ain't gonna blog it down. All i can say is Ima, i owe you a great deal for making me wake up and smelling reality, that it's not easy being yourself in the competition anymore.
I'm really gonna miss you but heck, we'll see each other soon for future performances with the top 12 i guess.
loads of lovejoakim gomez
Amber - 10:42 AM
GOODBYE
BLUEFLY